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Sunday, June 24, 2007, 11:14 PM
i don't believe that God will plan a dead end in my life.i simply don't. i mean, why would he waste his son's blood on something he knows he'll end? it doesn't make sense at all. im not not not going to be confined by worldly circumstance. no way Lord, NO WAY. give me strength and guidance Lord. i want to walk through this with you(: im going to win my family over. i can i will i MUST. cause i know that this IS the best thing that i can ever give to them. cause i know that im giving them a shot at a better eternity(: and i want my saviour's blood to not go to waste. it simply can't, i know it won't. hold my hand Lord, hold my hand. cause im taking this chance for you. its now or never(: no more waiting or uncertainties. its time. im not wasting another minute, another moment, another day in my insecurity. but Lord, give me patience if things aren't in the best possible situation. don't let this vision burn out. don't be done with me. just not yet. im not done with this race. cause this is only the beginning(: somehow at the back of my mind, i know things WILL work out(: Labels: upthere(: 9:31 PM
HEY EVERYBODY!my church is having this event called Back To The Future! come dressed up in either retro or mix and matched clothes(: its going to be really really fun:D:D its this 30 June(this coming saturday!) between 4pm to 6pm! venue is at Wilson hall(: if you're coming and need transport, tell me tell me! just leave a msg at the tagboard and i'll get back to you asap((((: ohoh. did i tell you? there's going to be finger food there;D so COME COME COME! its going to be a blast!! i assure you:D:D:D i know a gay angbao coloured pig(: do you do you? RANDOM-NESS;D HELLO WEITING! I MISS YOU SO MUCH))))): talked to her just now(: she got me so excited for central!! there was some major restructuring going on. REALLY REALLY COOL STUFF! now i can't wait to go back. see la weiting! ALL YOUR FAULT. make me miss singapore even more)): heh. actually, i miss hope singapore the MOST out of everything. my bestest best times and friends(: aaaahhh. can't wait to go back now): i miss grads and ce! AYE:/ stop emo-ing pls lijin D: im so excited for central! heh. im officially high now. HEE;D Labels: churchstuff, hope 5:27 PM
HAHAHAHAHA.i know someone who is a angbao;D in case you don't know what that is... its a red packet! heh. i met a walking angbao today(; okayokay. im being really random now(X HEH. 3:00 PM
back from service(:God really spoke to me alot during service. its based alot on trust and faith. how much am i trusting God with my life? sometimes im afraid to do so because of fear of disappointment. because i fear things won't turn out the way i wanted it to be. but then i realised, its not about me. its all about him. Cause we're all about you, and the world you promised(: its not easy to let go of something and entrust it to someone you can hardly see or feel when you've had got control over it for so many years. especially when its your life. 80 years might seem like a mighty long time. but what is it compared to eternity? nothing. but ironically, its what we do in this lifetime on earth that determines eternity. while life on earth offers many choices, eternity offers only two: heaven or hell. -The Purpose Driven life by Rick Warren we only have about 80 years to prepare ourselves for the whole of eternity. only 80 years. hence, everything that we do now has an impact on eternity. Every act of our lives strikes some chord that will vibrate in eternity... Today is the visible tip of the iceberg. Eternity is all the rest you don't see underneath the surface. -The Purpose Driven life by Rick Warren someday we have to learn. Learn to let go and know that God really has had everything planned out. when i look back since the day i accepted Christ, i know i wasn't called into the kingdom just because he felt like it. i was called to do something greater(: much much greater. When life has meaning, you can bear almost anything; without it, nothing is bearable. -The Purpose Driven life by Rick Warren its easy to ask and know what your purpose is. but will you obey it? will you respond to God's calling? alot of these boils down to the word obedience. Lord, i pray and ask for obedience, faith and a heart for your people. help me to help others(: after service was lunch fellowship! TNG had to do the dance D: i think i stuffed up mine. but i guess we did not bad. considering we only CAME UP with and learnt the dance yesterday(X heh. so yea, good job TNG:D MUCH LOVE EVERYBODY! ♥ i don't want to regret anything in eternity. this time its no turning back(: Saturday, June 23, 2007, 6:33 PM
back from cg(:fun stuff. SAUSAGES SAUSAGES SAUSAGES;D stupid word made me laugh. hahahaha. lost the game in less than 1min. pathetic right D: felt a little _____ during praise and worship. don't know:/ and so you said cast all your worries on me after praise and worship was fooooodd(; all the snacks. i can feel fats accumulating(as always D:) everywhere alr. hahahahaha. learnt a dance for tmr's service. we're suppose to promote the back to the future thing XD i tell you ah. the dance is sooooo hard D: well, at least for ppl like me. i need idiots'/dummies' guide to dancing NOW NOW NOW. hahahaha. wish me luck that i won't malu myself tmr! (: i don't know what to do. God please hold my hand tight, Cause i don't want to lose you all over again. Labels: churchstuff, hope 1:13 AM
just read tricia's blog.so funny(; heh. the thing between tricia's lips and alibaba. sounds wrong and IS wrong:/ hahahahahaha. i've got nth to say about it D: Friday, June 22, 2007, 4:18 PM
hellohello(:just finished talking to steff:D:D:D i miss her and her famous dance(; heh. at the request of the STEF THE BEST.. HELLO STEF THE BEST! I MISS YOU SO MUCH): when i come back we MUST MUST MUST have grads reunion okay!! missed you girl<3 awwww. i bet steff is beaming now(((: heh. im off to eat dinner now(: update later! BACK! i just finished watching the notebook(: it was so so so sweet!! noah and allie<3 trish watched it TWO TIMES in a day. once by her own and once with me just now;D hahahahaha. this shows how good the movie is(: i bet now tricia is in the ultimate emo kid mood XD heh. but its a really really really sweet movie((((: think its the sweetest one i've ever watched. EVERYBODY GO WATCH THE NOTEBOOK! please bring tissues along;D but somehow, i didn't tear as much as i thought that i would cause i know the greatest love story of all times(: and guess what, im IN it(: God, ilu ♥ anw,school today was tiring. want to know why? cause some PIG was scaring me at 1am BAD TIMING I TELL YOU): couldn't sleep.too freaked out to sleep)))): i hate you pig.you're making me get eyebags): don't worry fengy! heh.no stumbling business here(; anw, AS USUAL. i was dozing off during chem:/ especially cause its after lunch and it the 2nd last period. tiff,trish and i were all like z_z super super super sleepy. so i was practically dead during elacs D: hahahaha. thank God we didn't do much(; heh. braved the freezing rain+wind and reached home around 4. realised that i forgot to pass bratz his box-.- hahahaha. called bratz, and guess what. bratz was at home NICE AND DRY. while im freezing cold and wet): GRRRRRR. someone got free ride home la. msn-ed abit here and there before dozing off to sleep. and guess what time i woke up! 8++ okay. i nearly got a shock D: felt like a pig. hahahahaha. ate and watched the notebook(((: continued blogging..(which is what im doing now.HAHA) think im going to sleep soon. ITS ALMOST 1AM. i don't want to get eyebags. -cues bimbo voice. hahahahaha. i'll probably do a brief blog of what i've been doing in aust so far tmr(: but don't kill me if i don't;D when the stars refuse to shine, and time is no more, you'd STILL be faithful(: and so will i. refine me♥ Labels: hope, MC, music, singapore Thursday, June 21, 2007, 5:13 PM
hellohello(:just came back from school. TIRED TIRED TIRED. slept at like 12+ last night D: i know someone who slept LATER (X hahahaha. IM SO SORRY! MY BAD. oh btw, today is veera's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VEERA AKA N.H FAN! birthday number 3 in june. hahaha. can die preparing cards D: ran around frantically trying to get people to sign the card(: and the card got SMUDGED pretty badly): all the inky pens:/ heh. but i hope that you liked the card! even though it was kinda inappropriate XD but the horse was too spastic. had to choose that card.HEH i love spastic cards (X don't you think that they're very very cute? hahahaha. the cupcake took eons to light up! rest of the day was tiring D: especially after lunch. directed study then morgan D: i wanted to go home and sleep! its so cold.so nice to sleep. hahahaha. i know what you're thinking now. IM SUCH A PIG RIGHT D: hahahaha. ohoh. today lithgo was checking work during amath. and i only finished up chapter 4:/ hahahaha. luckily she didn't scold XD i was so scared when she called my name:/ hahahaha. i gtg bathe and finish up my amaths NOW): aye. wish me luck! update more later. if there's time(; when all else fades my soul will dance with you. where the love lasts forever(: im running to the hope that caught my heart<3> Labels: birthday, MC, music, upthere(: Wednesday, June 20, 2007, 8:09 PM
was blog hopping.and i stumbled upon cgssb's blog(: read through the posts. brought back memories. all the tears, joy and anxiety. band practices, concerts, silly section outings, that incident and of course SYF 05' :D i guess that cgssb will always be a part of me(: me.jerina.nad.jo.pee.tessa(: with my beloved section during SYF 07' SYF 05' GOLD BAND <3 style="text-align: left;">I MISS CGSSB): and most of all, my dearest section! if any of you should read this, remember... MAKE MUSIC NOT L*** :D:D:D i'll see all of you soon! i hope. bye my lovely ml queen babes(; LOVE MUCH MUCH! you're everything to me(: 5:16 PM
hellohello(:huiqian,shapnem(MRS N),rachel and veera came over today:D and as usual.everything went CRAZY. hahahahahaha. shapnem and huiqian got massages. NOW MY HAND HURTS D: hahahaha. but was fun la. ohoh. shapnem,huiqian and rachel tried on dresses(: rach looked so pretty in the ball dress! shapnem was the HANTUTEHTEH again.HEH i see that huiqian is JOKING JOKING(X school was okay. and as usual, i was half dead during chem D: hahahaha. kavaish was crapping like mad during it:/ watched some super super super dumb video during elacs. the guy was so D: hahahahaha. recess and lunch was MAD MAD MAD. tricia and THE GANG kept bullying me): bobo again. BOBO DODO BODO! had some talk today. i suddenly can't remember what the talk was about D: hahahaha. all i remember is that tux ordering is next week. NOT FOR ME OF COURSE -.- hahahahaha. guoliang and i agreed that the all black suit would look NICE with a lime green tie. but that suit costs $190 to rent! SO EXPENSIVE RIGHT D: D: D: but some looked really good. sadly those are the really ex ones. the $45 ones were bit :/ don't like those with bowties. bratz passed me more songs. BUBLE BUBLE BUBLE<3 i love buble songs!! but groben's voice is still the best(: hahaha. THANK YOU BRATZ! hahahahaha. i just remembered something. bill kept accusing me of cho pa ra-ing him during tag! luckily kat didn't believe him:D LIKE WHO WOULD D: D: D: D: bill is so piun teh! POOR ME): think thats about all for school(: watching simpsons now. I BRING YOU LOVE. hahahaha. its so dumb! but i still love simpsons(: update more later. if there's time(; MUCH LOVED<3 Labels: MC Tuesday, June 19, 2007, 10:59 PM
trish just did some recording on me AGAIN):SAVE ME PLEASE D: i want to hijack trish's phone NOW NOW NOW. TRISH LOVES TO BE HANTUTEHTEH;D HEH. im in love with this dog now. ITS SO CUTE:D:D:D:D im going nuts over it. ![]() SO CUTE RIGHT!! its only 3 months old:D i want a dog;] hahaha. nah.i still miss my cat. BIGGLES BIGGLES! ![]() i know my cat is CUTE(: anw. today,bill was acting crazy during tag.AS USUAL. hahahahaha. all the cho pa ra nonsense D: bill is disgustingly mad. HAHAHAHA. sigh. MIYU IS BACK TO JAPAN): when the oceans rise and thunders roar, i will soar with you above the storms. Father you are king over the floods. I will be still and know that you are God(: the power that compels us comes from the Spirit that dwells in us(: thanks Benjung<3 9:03 PM
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